Showing posts with label EGO. Show all posts
Showing posts with label EGO. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

How the Denial of Yesterday becomes today Confirmation


For a long time I’ ve been wondering how to entrust you an important clue  I am deeply concerned with. ....




My concern is how to convey messages to the outer world , not because of  the lack, but rather for  the excessive collection of experiences through inter temporal transactions and my reconciliation   with various  people within the school of life.



My experiences and feelings were and still are my  invaluable  treasure.





In my whole life I met many negative people, who displayed excessive zeal in targeting, and disdaining the positive and talented people.


Of course myself as a presence could not escape out  of this targeting.


In addition, I was the receiver of  various interrelated attacks, which at this present period hold eloquent testimony for the lack of morality manifested  for years around us as well as a further confirmation that these values
​​won’t be lost even forged between hammer and anvil.



The sparks jumping from such friction, and its outcome is a fruitful  material for publication.



So thinking of  the difficult times we’ ve been experiencing as a nation (Greece) and the great changes taking place upon our planet (of which many people are not aware...), I fall again into the mind trap.



Note this time it’s not a simple mind trap but a  courageous dive in the timeline of the past.





The occasion arrived on  the phone call of one of my old acquaintances, who several years ago had rejected and substantially attacked me, for daring  to mention the subtle efforts I began to make on  writing, and my first steps into cyberspace.





But this specific day having to call me   to discuss about 

some issues, he mentioned: I am reading you!



I wonder, how many dispirited and forgotten friends out there keep  reading me  behind the anonymity of the internet ?


Apart from the instant gratification and even less pride (that finally I am heard…), the Sirens of  Ego eventually ceased  whistling to offer  space to more healthy thoughts.




How the Denial of Yesterday becomes today  Confirmation






While I was  in a state of absolute peace and tranquility, a bell rang within me.

The main issue has nothing to do with  ratings, traffic rank ,and the accumulation of readers, i.e it’s not a matter of quantity ,but one of quality.

The quality for  many, many years has been defeated  by the wild aggressive quantity, and of course the game was over  in the vague vision of what constitutes quality, and what’s not.

When people live in deception, this cloudy visibility is adversely true.

The quality is so subjective.

Many authors, artists, lightworkers have been sacrificed due to  the lack  of quality and deceit, because the greedy system could not accept them
for  they are but only  "system errors".

If you're not a VIP ,a famous star, and   not advertised on television, radio, magazines and newspapers, you are totally alone!

This influence has been placed upon citizens so that  a  solid perception  has been manufactured that if you are present in the TV Channels,Cinema or Radio Channels, then  you're a great one .

You are a quality artist.

You are published, readable, invited and  heard.

Most of my acquaintances have slipped into this trap along with millions of citizens, the black hole of misinformation and perfect deceit.

Of course they could  have chosen an alternative perspective of facts , because we all have choices in our lives.

Similarly  various publishers of newspapers, magazines, books, could have similarly chosen to do for they  have long ceased to look for new talents, and admired as their   ultimate goal to promote their good fellows and the friends of their good fellows  etc.

Anyone who hasn’t had a good “acquaintance” can not present  his ideas through the media, magazines and newspapers.


Most artists, writers and poets followed a lonely path, and luckily for us, the creators of nowdays, Internet appeared in our life , through which we  run the ideas freely and without intermediaries (this is the most important!).

Unfortunately, even today, many micro-publishers/editors (or even mega-publishers!), which relied on the bugs of  interconnection, public relations  and various acquaintances, have not yet understood that era has changed, and possibly without the knowledge of technology and web marketing along  with the choice of appropriate quality issues, the emergence of quality and competent authors ,then recovery can’t be effective.

Otherwise in short  time all these glaring contradictions of obsolescence urban promotional system, i.e newspapers and magazines, are threatened by  bankrupt, not because of economic crisis, but because of stupidity! 


Simple as that!

Something within me calls me that Jesus' parable of the sewer  is once again a topical issue.

For years I have consciously or unconsciously sowed  thousands of seeds of Spirit upon the Earth .

A few years ago the land was not fertile  enough and many seeds were lost, either eaten by the birds of the sky, either because the land was not 
well imbued .

Many people  ate, but did  not appreciate  the seeds, because they  sank in ingratitude and greed.

Today the circumstances are conducive enough for people to look for Spiritual pursuits.


Economic poverty is  the result of spiritual poverty.

The unexpected changes jubilantly   led to the recognition of our  spiritual thirst, hunger and nakedness.

When you feel naked from spiritual values
​​and ideas, then you scientifically and undoubtedly wear the fig leaf of intellectual quality.

"The emperor's clothes", the clothes of  materialistic Ego are not enough to meet their spiritual needs.


This has brought to the fore people from the past back to the present to highlight the changes they experience, even unconsciously.

Indirectly, the return is accompanied by an invitation to accept what they received years ago.


The pursuit of knowledge.


  
We spent  time
in deep open sea
across the waves
Boat was our hope


And what if this boat
 is lost
 will we endure
within the Monsters
and voracious fish?



Grieve when considering the inability of people to resist envious voices that ask them to choose evil instead of good.

Grieve when the people  descend one by one the steps to chaos, while they could possibly  climb upwards ( strive).

Grieve for those who ignore the existence of good and continue to work to the opposite side.

For those who do not learn from their mistakes and show no trace of remorse.

For those who are driven by their ego, thereby allowing all kinds of atrocities.

And above all, those whom they keep starring at the finger, when you point at  the forest.



Katerina Kostaki
Spiritual writer-poetess



Member of the Greek Literary Union



Follow the "Cosmic Light"  !


*This article is a translation from  a posted in Greek language article (click here if you want to read the Greek article).

Thursday, September 8, 2011

ASCENSION SYMPTOMS~MOON WOOBLE-GORDIAN KNOT~



 NOTE : The following text was posted two years ago on my ENDLESS JOURNEY GROUP in FACEBOOK , but new format on this network has made research inavailable , so that discovering and reading the whole text  looks like mission impossible...(lol).~~Katerina Kostaki


With the radical shift in the magnetic field structure as described in last month’s newsletter, the core architecture of our planet is changing. Thus the core foundation of our very existence, how we experience ourselves, is also being completely altered and changed.
Since March*(1) , we have undergone a rapid dissolution of our 3D personal-physical identity that will continue to heighten throughout the end of summer. 


(The phase of our “Un-Identity”)


This shift within the planetary “global brain” is a new level of energetic initiation that has deeply accelerated us into a process of dismantling our physically based “programming”. 
Many of us are confused as the personal “reinforcers” that had connected us to our identity are collapsing.
Everything that has defined us previously as an individuated consciousness is shifting into a larger collective and group field awareness.
We are in the first waves of this particular experience with many more of the population following in later evolution waves. 
During this summer, especially July 23rd through August 12th*(2), many of us on the Ascension path are experiencing some challenges in terms of our physical, mental and emotional discomfort. 
Along with several timelines now converging, this time of year is the planet’s annual cycle of magnetic peak activity.
This intense energy phase increases now with the pinnacle being through mid August. Many of us are experiencing integration symptoms perceived from our inner being, such as new frequencies accompanied with dizziness, memory and time disorientation, and extreme fatigue/ weakness. 
This summer phase of the “Un-Identity” is a time of non-action and integration for most. 
This is a time of letting go of the active force principle of our masculine energies and sublimating them to that of the female principle - the power of the full now presence.
The process of this shift now is more internal than “external” in its result. 
We will see the fruition of these inner changes as the manifestation alignment to your soul’s purpose “timeline”.
For most in this current wave, that reveals itself in September through November this year.

The Fairytale Ends with a Gordian Knot .

Additionally a factor that makes this time so challenging is that many “illusions” that were hidden in your perception are coming into a clearer view. This will continue as we move onwards.
The Ego loves its story and its fantasy of what it thinks it really needs in order to be “happy”. This ego fantasy and its distorted belief systems is what I am referring to as “The Fairytale”. 
An example of a common ego “Fairytale” is a female who holds on to the belief that a knight in shining armor is going to gallop up in a white horse and save her from her personal misery. 
She believes her misery will be solved by an external factor, rather than doing the self inquiry to heal and empower herself in true understanding. So she spends her time “miserable” believing the only salvation is meeting her “knight”. 
There is a phase beginning now that will require you are crystal clear with your discernment of perpetuating any ego based fantasies attached to the external world. 
If you are unclear about this, then start your day stating your intention of asking how you can serve God Source and do not place your personal will in the way. Practice nonattached receptivity).
If you pay attention to your inner voice, and surrender to divine flow, you will have a much easier time during the next reveals that begin in mid November. This means that now, you may have periods of non-activity that will test your mental strength and emotional faith greatly. 
For many this will be a time of “Crisis of Faith” as plunged into a level of the “dark night of the soul.” 
For the seasoned Ascension Guide, you will realize this is time is a great blessing bestowed upon the spiritually blind as it is leading to the pathway of transcendence from ego suffering. 

**Please remember this, as it may be hard to watch loved ones getting caught up in the illusions present during this current cycle.

If you have not been lovingly honest and authentic with yourself, clear and forthright in relationship communications, making fear based decisions or insisting on changes made “your way”, you will find yourself swallowing a rather bitter pill. 
This bitter pill will manifest in your life as a “Gordian Knot”. The Guardians have made it clear that this is the inherent danger of abusing the “Law of Attraction” as made popular by those who marketed the video “The Secret”.
If ego desires and needs are still being perpetuated as the priority of your manifestation skills, you will find a hidden glitch in your manifestation. 
They have likened this to the metaphor of the “Gordian Knot”, which represents an illusion of a sought after prize only to realize that hidden underneath is a really difficult, intractable and often insolvable problem.

Starseeds

  Many of us have our beloved Guidance Systems working overtime to protect us from being ensnared in these difficult energetic entanglements, such as the Gordian Knot. 
When or if you find yourself feeling sequestered from groups, or experiencing abrupt changes, endings or other bizarre scenarios, surrender and bless them immediately. 
You are more supported than you may realize, having been averted from an entanglement that would drain you of your life force. 
There is no room for energetic exchanges that are not for your greater good and divine purpose, and you will be averted from anything that would place an obstacle from meeting your upcoming “timeline”. 
This may necessitate more character building skills and challenges until you understand what your personal evolutionary “task at hand” really is. There is no wriggling away to get out of it. Walk the path laid out in front of you now without any resistance. 
Moon Wobble Effect Additionally the Guardians say we are in an cycle now similar to what is known as a "moon wobble" effect. Several recent factors are contributing to this shift and in the upcoming phase, will impact humans deeply at a global awareness level. 


From Signe Quinn Taff’s website: Moon wobble cycles bring suppressed energies in people and Mother Nature to the surface, erupting and disrupting. During Moon Wobble the instability factor is high, resulting in more accidents, fires, plane crashes, freak accidents, floods, feats of nature, bizarre weather patterns, earthquakes, tornadoes, violence, terrorism, riots, and political and personal upheavals. 

The best way to handle Moon Wobble is to be a conscious observer and not to react to the drama, because the picture often changes after Moon Wobble is over. 
One of the prime examples of this is in the romantic relationship area. More people break up during Moon Wobble, simply because emotions are on an irrational course during Moon Wobble.
If you don't react and wait to deal with the situation after Moon Wobble is over, the other person often changes their mind and says, "they don't know what got into them." However, if you react, the reactions become explosive during Moon Wobble and the relationship can be irreparably damaged.
One of the more interesting sides to Moon Wobble is that you often hear from someone out of your past, or meet them quite 

The Tribal Shield As of July 17th*(3) we have been working with integrating a new layer of the four planetary evolutionary rounds, and its coded DNA information into this reality referred to by the Guardians as the “Tribal Shield”. 
From their perspective, there are cycles upon cycles upon cycles completing and converging now from the eons of time comprising the histories of human seeding and planetary evolution.

We are at a Primary Conjunction Point within these Evolutionary Cycles. 

The Tribal Shield is the entire morphogenetic field (blueprint and instruction set) comprising all the variations of specific frequency arrangement for all of the 12 Tribes of the Human DNA template. 
Each human “tribe” had a unique frequency and DNA program that is designed to anchor a specific part of its coding into that of the planetary field, throughout each of the evolutionary cycles.
Pertinent to our planet now are four (4) evolutionary rounds of three planetary cycles each totaling the 12 dimensional timelines that comprise both the particle and anti-particle Universe.
The Tribal Shield accesses the blueprint of the entire 4 round cycle, including the total memory of the 12 dimensional time cycles.
(Repeatedly it has been mentioned that the Ascension cycle is about accelerating through a gradual particle/antiparticle merge of these 12 timelines. 
Hence the importance of the 12 strand DNA as each DNA strand corresponds to one dimension of the entire 12 cycles).
The four rounds within each Age of the 12 dimensional time cycles are approximate 26,000 year cycles. 
These rounds ( Astrological Ages) are also known as the “Precession of the Equinoxes”, which refers to the precession of Earth's axis of rotation with respect to inertial space. 
A complete precession cycle ( One Astrological Age) covers a period of approximately 25,765 years, the so called great Platonic year, during which time the equinox regresses over a full 360°.
The precessional movement also is the determining factor in the length of an Astrological Age or Aeon.

( Note that there are 12 Zodiac Archetypes that are each of the 12 Astrological Ages. We are moving from the Age of Pisces to the Age of Aquarius) The precession of the equinoxes is caused by the differential between the gravitational forces of the Sun and Moon on the Earth. 


Connecting to our human angelic “Tribal Shield” is about activating our internal inter-dimensional portal or personal “stargate system”. This is creating the conduit between our current incarnation and simultaneous incarnations that exist in other time/space/dimension.

(Our other ldentities that exist in these Astrological Ages or cycles of evolution) .
All of these specific frequencies, DNA fire letters and coding are required for assembly to access the Transharmonic Time cycle.


(The Ascension timeline and passage)

It appears the bridging of these time cycles now is a part of the conscious awareness of the “walk in” event (accelerated spiritual initiation) that many of our Indigo family is undergoing during this summer. 
The Perfect Proton according to the Guardians, the change in particle ratio between the electron and proton are impacting the magnetosphere. Therefore this is drastically shifting the planetary magnetic fields and the global brain. (see last month’s news).
Recently it was discussed that the proton, being feminine in principle and nature holds the entire image of the Universal Hologram within it. 
The Holographic record existing within the proton is likened to an infinitesimal fractal image of the entire Universe, past, present and future. 
As we imagine pictures, as coming from our soul creative impulses, we are creating images that are a part of Universal mind, memory and imagination. 
This evokes the holographic memory of the protons also that make up our entire consciousness and bodies. This proton process is key to the manifestation and embodiment of the Divine Feminine Aspect of God that holds the Seed of All Creation.
It has been made clear to me that many of us incarnated and chose female physical forms in this time cycle so we could fulfill the Ascension by embodying the (re)memory of the Perfect Proton. 
With this potential embodiment reaching critical mass, all is resurrected and lifted into the Eternal perfection. This is the understanding of being the Creator’s vision that all that has existed within the artificial and finite space is resurrected and merged with the Eternal Living Light and One Source.

This is about Resurrecting the Flesh into the Eternal Wedded Garment of God. 

The Perfect Proton is the Crystallized Perfection eternally remembered in All that Is and will Ever Be.
Many of us in a female body at this time are experiencing our feminine principle in new and unique ways. 
This may show up as simply a renewed interest in all things that support and nourish your feminine/woman. 
Also many of us are experiencing sensations and changes in our uterus, cervix, all female reproductive organs, sexuality and creative experiences. 
Female ejaculate (amrita), energetic menstruation, spontaneous orgasm and sensing the opening of doorways inside your vaginal/cervical walls is more common than you realize. 
Relax and know you are experiencing the emergence of your new embodiment of the female principle energies.

It’s quite amazing! 

This is an emanation springing forth of the female creative energetic principle and its ability to have a new experience of ecstatic possibilities. 
These possibilities are now beginning to be supported on this planet in a totally new way.
Stay the course, keep away from any agenda to outcome and continue to take loving care of your bodies. Stay in the luminosity of your heart and soul path! 

We are here as One! 


*(1)~(2)~(3)=2009 



Katerina Kostaki
Spiritual author-poetess

http://academyofinnerlight.com 



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